I’ve found since the trauma of the hurricane and everything I went through following it, that my intuition has kicked in in ways it hasn’t in decades. The clearer my head, by way of more and more sobriety, the clearer my heart has become. Having healed so many psychic wounds through therapy over the years means that what I’m finding now is truth, not fear.
I am feeling the truth of my connectedness to those I love, without feeling anxiety tied to feelings of lack. Abundance lays at my feet and I choose to share it.
I am feeling the peace of acceptance. By choosing to believe that everything will work out (because it always has) and even if it doesn’t, I am strong enough to weather whatever comes my way.
I am feeling myself sink deep into the quiet of security. Not physical security, not something that can be measured in dollars or in might. Rather it is the security that I have the tools to rule myself and bring myself comfort within this body that is my castle.
Sinking deep is something that keeps echoing in my mind. I am sinking into intuition. Into feeling and seeing the unseen. Into connection. Into clear sight and clear mind.
Perhaps this moment in time is fleeting. Perhaps someday I will forget how this feels but for now, it feels good. It feels like freedom. It feels like tapping into a new well with deep roots.