This will be a swift post but I dealt with some big emotions today and had to choose the right path for myself.
I’ve had multiple things up in the air since the hurricane and had been contemplating the nuclear option and just watching everything burn (figuratively, obvs).
Today I took some efforts to clearing up what has been causing me distress. It took a few phones calls and a text or two. Effectively I broke my own heart on multiple fronts but in doing so, I gave myself the space to breathe.
I know some of what I’ve been feeling is hurricane related. There is no control to be had where category 4 hurricanes are concerned. Then to have unrest between me and people I love… it was just all too much.
I did not torpedo my relationships with those I love. I think I’ve simply provided breathing space to allow more logical thinking to take over. On all accounts.
Now there’s only quiet… and a bit of hope. I’ll embrace the hope that from this moment on, I’ve unleashed infinite options for so much joy in the future. Hope that space now will mean closer relationships in the future.